Tuesday, August 23, 2011

It's been ages

My blog has been dead.
My heart has been dead.
Many things has been running through my head.
I don't know how to make a right turn.
I am like standing in the middle of the road
Lost at the cross road.
I know I'm breaking down slowly
Yet I have no one to turn too.
If I have someone to support me, I will still be fine.
But I realise I have no one.
Getting married isn't that easy
I have to just swollow everything and just keep quiet.
But I'm human. I am human and not a dog nor a dirt.
I just think if I have to be selfish than everyone around me will be hurt.
But if I have to make everyone happy, I have to suffer alone.
Which is which and which is right?
I really don't know.
Be selfish? Or should I just give in to fate?
Which is WHICH?